Amanda and Peter: June 2009

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

who i am ???

Who are YOU?

I AM: nothing ( a woman)
I WANT: to be happier
I HAVE: a great family
I MISS: being wanted/loved
I FEAR: failing
I HEAR: air conditioner
I SEARCH: a meaning
I WONDER: why i feeli the way i do sometimes
I REGRET: Not being more confident when I was younger
I LOVE: Many things....
I FORGIVE: a certain person
I ACHE: no where
I ALWAYS: want to cuddle
I TRY: be positive
I AM NOT: very confident
I SEEM: to want to do may things
I KNOW: I can be happy
I FEEL: apathetic
I DANCE: ALL THE TIME
I DREAM: about a wonderful life
I GIVE: to much sometimes
I LISTEN: everything around me
I SING: really loud on the car
I LAUGH: at myself
I CAN'T: lie very well
I WRITE: quotes
I CRY: alone while driving
I SLEEP: not alot although i love it
I AM NOT ALWAYS: open with my thoughts
I SEE: nothing
I NEED: more money
I SHOULD: be more out going

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Singing in the rain... well more like goofing off

So all was fine and dandy we were all injoying a nice game of bonco when we were caught in a sudden down pour (that's been the norm these days here) Well I fianlly had someone taht would paly round in the rain with me. Amber and I just went outside and ran around in it.

This was were we attempted to hide from the rain and lighting.

The top of the tent kept filling with water so we would push it up and have the water dump all over us.

It took me about 4 hours and thre fleece blankets to finally warm myself up. But it was so much fun. I love Amber she rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emotional day

On Memorail day I kinda had a rough day so when i have these kind of days I tend to drive an listen to music well i ended up at SilverLake up the Big Cottonwood Canyon

This guy I am dating (well sorta he lives in Oregon but he is coming to see me the end of the month) he called me while I was up there and it helped me not be so sad haveing someone that wanted to talk to me.

Just me

The white stuff is snow still on the lake it was so pretty up there. I wish there was no people there so I could have been alone and really have had time to think and be alone in a beautiful setting.

This was the view driving back down the canyon

Cruise

K so I tried reall hard to make this as short as possible, trust me i am a picture aholica and could have added a ton more. this was the crusie I went on with my Bestie in the whole world Staci back in April ( I know it took forever to post and i still dont havea ll my pictures yet)

This is us at the airport waiting for or plane.

This is us going on the bus to get to our boat
Here are a few pics of the inside of ship i should say not boat, boat implies something small not so much with this : )

this is where the buffet was and where we ate breakfast

this the view of the main deck at night

this the wonderful sushi bar I was in heaven I dont think I have ever ate so much sushi in my life MMMMMMM!!!!!!

This is the casino I never went in.

This is the view you got when you first walked on to the ship.

This is the oh soooooooooo looooooooooooooooong hall way ane we are all the way at the back of the ship.

Don't worry it was just a drill : )

This is when we were leaving port out of Fort Lauderdal Florida. Isnt Staci cute I love her!!!

the is the veiw from the boat of us leaving port it was soooooo pretty

Stac and I at the first dinner her sister trish poped her head in little stinker : )

This is me in Key West Florida

That is our ship

That is where we went shopping I could have stayed there all day. there were a buch of little shops and i love little boutique shops. I go a really cut wrap skirt for $5

I loved this statue. I wanted to go in the muesum behind it but not many were up for a history lesson. I am a sucker for history I think I got that from my Papa.

These are the best hours ever i want to work these hours

Some boats in the harbor

Me at dinner this is the view we had from our table everynight we got to see the sunset while we ate it was fantastic

Me dancing NEVER hahahaha

Brad sing brass monkey I was laughing soooooooooo hard

More dancing

Fromal night. Me Stac and Stef we three had so much fun together

Our evening hot cocoa, yes we had it every night at dinner

we had to tender in to the Grand Caymon this is us on the little boat

This is one of the largest natural sting ray cities there are over 150 that just swim around here. its in the middle of the ocean and you get out of the boat and the water goes to you waist and you swim with the rays. it was so awesome.