all moved well sorta

So I am almosted moved back home : ( as good as it well be to pay some bills i will miss the independence (not that i dont have the coolest best parent's ever) but I know I am to old to live at home but what do you do when you are broke. I just have afew little things to move and all my clothes. Hopefully i can ger caughtup on bills or find a better paying job or like 4 other jobs.

some randoms

Spell your name without vowels: MND-->

What is the date 2 days after your birthday?: MARCH 27TH-->

How many pairs of jeans do you own?: 6-->

How many are designer?: ONE -->

What color do you wear most?: BLACK AND CREAM -->

Least favorite color?: I PRETTY MUCH LIKE ALL COLORS BUT I DON'T -->

Last song heard on the radio?: DOES IPOD COUNT THE WAS IF I WERE A BOY BY BEYONCE, THE RADIO I LISTENED TO TALK RADIO-->

What's for dinner tonite?: PROBABLY NOTHING UNLESS RICK TAKES ME SOMEWHERE --

Are you happy with your life right now?: NOT REALLY -->

Tell me a secret about one of your siblings: I DONT KNOW ANY ABOUT HER-->

Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: I HAVE HEARD AMANDA PEET AND THE GIRL FROM STEP UP-->

Who did you last call on your cell phone?: RICK-->

Do you own a..- PS2?: NO

XBOX 360?: NO

PSP?: NO

SIDEKICK?: NO

DIGITAL CAMERA?: --> YES

Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, or Aeropostale?: --> YES

How do you make money?: WORKING -->

Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?: ONE ITEM MY CELL PHONE-->

Are you missing someone right now?: UNFORTUNATLY-->

Finish this sentence. I wish: I was independently wealthy.-->

One word to describe you: DIFFERENT-->

Favorite pair of shoes: RIGHT NOW MY NEW HIGH HEELS EVEN THOUGH I CUT MY TOE OPEN IN THEM LAST NIGHT-->

What would you rather be doing right now?: LAYING ON THE BEACH-->

What should you be doing right now?: I AM BREAK SO WHATEVER I WANT -->

Last IM you recieved?: ITS BEEN ALONG TIMES INCE I IMED-->

Last text message you recieved? STACI TELLING ME WHY SHE HAS TO STUDY ALTHOUGH I AM SURE IAHVE MORE NOW I JUST HAVE NOT LOOKED-->

Who did you hug today?: NO ONE : (-->

What are you going to do now?: GOING TO GO CHECK MY PHONE

stuffs

Sorry I am a little slacky on the blog posting but i will be able to blog more since i am moving back home with my parents so i can pay some bills. (let me tell you it sucks to get sick with no insurance) but nothing new is reall happening with me same stuff different day. I am going to Lake Powell on thursday SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited I love it there. I will need help moving if anyone wants to my mom and dad will be in Oregon without me : (

who i am ???

Who are YOU?

I AM: nothing ( a woman)
I WANT: to be happier
I HAVE: a great family
I MISS: being wanted/loved
I FEAR: failing
I HEAR: air conditioner
I SEARCH: a meaning
I WONDER: why i feeli the way i do sometimes
I REGRET: Not being more confident when I was younger
I LOVE: Many things....
I FORGIVE: a certain person
I ACHE: no where
I ALWAYS: want to cuddle
I TRY: be positive
I AM NOT: very confident
I SEEM: to want to do may things
I KNOW: I can be happy
I FEEL: apathetic
I DANCE: ALL THE TIME
I DREAM: about a wonderful life
I GIVE: to much sometimes
I LISTEN: everything around me
I SING: really loud on the car
I LAUGH: at myself
I CAN'T: lie very well
I WRITE: quotes
I CRY: alone while driving
I SLEEP: not alot although i love it
I AM NOT ALWAYS: open with my thoughts
I SEE: nothing
I NEED: more money
I SHOULD: be more out going

Singing in the rain... well more like goofing off

So all was fine and dandy we were all injoying a nice game of bonco when we were caught in a sudden down pour (that's been the norm these days here) Well I fianlly had someone taht would paly round in the rain with me. Amber and I just went outside and ran around in it.

This was were we attempted to hide from the rain and lighting. The top of the tent kept filling with water so we would push it up and have the water dump all over us.
It took me about 4 hours and thre fleece blankets to finally warm myself up. But it was so much fun. I love Amber she rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emotional day

On Memorail day I kinda had a rough day so when i have these kind of days I tend to drive an listen to music well i ended up at SilverLake up the Big Cottonwood Canyon

This guy I am dating (well sorta he lives in Oregon but he is coming to see me the end of the month) he called me while I was up there and it helped me not be so sad haveing someone that wanted to talk to me.

Just me

The white stuff is snow still on the lake it was so pretty up there. I wish there was no people there so I could have been alone and really have had time to think and be alone in a beautiful setting.

This was the view driving back down the canyon

Cruise

K so I tried reall hard to make this as short as possible, trust me i am a picture aholica and could have added a ton more. this was the crusie I went on with my Bestie in the whole world Staci back in April ( I know it took forever to post and i still dont havea ll my pictures yet)

This is us at the airport waiting for or plane.

This is us going on the bus to get to our boat
Here are a few pics of the inside of ship i should say not boat, boat implies something small not so much with this : )
this is where the buffet was and where we ate breakfast

this the view of the main deck at night

this the wonderful sushi bar I was in heaven I dont think I have ever ate so much sushi in my life MMMMMMM!!!!!!

This is the casino I never went in.

This is the view you got when you first walked on to the ship.

This is the oh soooooooooo looooooooooooooooong hall way ane we are all the way at the back of the ship.

Don't worry it was just a drill : )

This is when we were leaving port out of Fort Lauderdal Florida. Isnt Staci cute I love her!!!

the is the veiw from the boat of us leaving port it was soooooo pretty

Stac and I at the first dinner her sister trish poped her head in little stinker : )

This is me in Key West Florida

That is our ship

That is where we went shopping I could have stayed there all day. there were a buch of little shops and i love little boutique shops. I go a really cut wrap skirt for $5

I loved this statue. I wanted to go in the muesum behind it but not many were up for a history lesson. I am a sucker for history I think I got that from my Papa.

These are the best hours ever i want to work these hours

Some boats in the harbor

Me at dinner this is the view we had from our table everynight we got to see the sunset while we ate it was fantastic

Me dancing NEVER hahahaha

Brad sing brass monkey I was laughing soooooooooo hard

More dancing

Fromal night. Me Stac and Stef we three had so much fun together

Our evening hot cocoa, yes we had it every night at dinner

we had to tender in to the Grand Caymon this is us on the little boat

This is one of the largest natural sting ray cities there are over 150 that just swim around here. its in the middle of the ocean and you get out of the boat and the water goes to you waist and you swim with the rays. it was so awesome.

This is the squid you feed them

Staci and me snorkling

This is what a konk looks like, DONT eat it it tastes like crap

This guy gave me his number hahahahaha like i will call somone that lives in the caymon islands

This is the konk shell that i got that i should have got to take home stupid people that lie : (

This is Steph Stac and me in the theater

Dancing

We went on this beautiful river raftingthing in Jamica if I went there again i would totally do it again. And the tour guided were really hot

this is the lasy formal night it was really windy outside and the boat was hauling butt

AHHHHHHHHH Sunshine!!!!!!!

Wonderful Miami vices MMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMM MMMMMM!!!!!

Our nightly ice cream we all always got

this is the last night there we were goofing offtaking pictures of everything this is us in the elevator

We went to go see the movie the Soloist in fort Lauderdal

This is the hotel we stayed in

Time to go home : (